You know the feeling when you do a kicker frontside 360 after popping,
when you bend down for that handle pass, you're on axis and you actually look down to see that you're really high up from the water and you're literally parallel to the ground.
God, thats crazy..I have no idea whatsoever that I'm capable to do such a thing.
That feeling is beyond uhhh-mazing!
I'm pretty sure trying to land a tantrum will do more justice, we'll see we'll see..
When you asked for a break up, all my nerves in my body snapped and my world shattered to the ground. You have no idea how much you mean to me. No fucking idea!
Thursday, September 30, 2010 Y 11:51 PM
It's kinda weird, that this blog have been left dead and gone, yet people come by to stop and read, no?
I felt at ease, when I type down my most inner deepest thoughts here. Ironic isn't it? What can an online diary give you?
You know the saying "truth hurts but lying is worse"? Apparently I've been trying to live up to that quote. But truth be told, I think I'm not ready to handle honesty yet. I mean as much as I appreciate someone telling me how disappointing I behave. I'm sure I wouldn't want to listen to all of it at one go. Yes being direct is way better than beating around the bush, but how far can you go? and how much more of it can you listen and absorb? Truth hurts every ounce of it. And sometimes as much as I hate liars, I felt like believing the lie instead of the truth. At least I'm comforted by them, but then again i'm risking to get hurt in the future.
As much as I don't want to admit it, but what irfan khan state on his status on fb yesterday was absoeffingly fcuking true. That," Girls are unfathomable..U do something..Its wrong..U do the other option..its also wrong...And the best thing is..They dont even know which option they want... -_- Such irony."
But another fact is after an argument, girls tend to push boys away, just because we need at least 3/4 minutes of our own time alone, to calm ourfcukingself down, before we want our boy to pacify us with much love, care & concern. It's second nature.
