I feel like drowning myself with medication and just sleep.
Sleep like nothing happen.
So if tomorrow, I wake up and feel pathetic at least, there's something to look forward to.
Then when night falls, I'm going to drown myself with more medication.
I think i'm not going to get well any sooner, so let this be a phase for now.

Atleast, I can sleep peacefully which I have always been wanting to since weeks ago.

sigh, my head is spinning.

So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)

p.s: I can't take it anymore.

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